Repercussion?

Sigh. Summative accessment 2 just passed...I did pretty well I think. I hope. But somehow, I feel kinda down, I don't know why. Perhaps because I'm too sensitive?

After coming back from DOTA yesterday, I really don't know why I suddenly felt so depressed. And no, it has nothing to do with my exams or studies, and I rather not disclose the reason behind my moodiness. It was like 1:36 am in the morning, I stepped out of the lift on 11th floor, and suddenly, I just don't feel like walking on anymore. Although my apartment is just a few steps away.

I just stared out of the window, and thought about a lot of stuff. Much has been going on my mind lately, and I can't really take them off my mind. Thoughts about why sometimes you're treating me this way and sometimes you're treating me that way. I admit I'm a tee-bit too sensitive when it comes to these matters, but your actions sometimes really really confuse me.

Without me realising, a tear has trickled down my cheek. And I started crying.

Staring blankly out of the window and cried.

Sigh.

Well I think I'm ok now, and I've decided to just 'see how things go'. Just to let go a little bit you know? Not to care too much about things.

Maybe I'll feel better that way?